its difficult not to believe rabbit year is not good for the rabbits.

for me it is.

i dont noe for the rest of the rabbits..

my fav best 1st asst lai choon got promoted n transferred out.

i told her.

i dont noe to be happy or sad.

happy tat she got promoted?

or sad tat she got transferred out?

got another attack on me.

effie got promoted to 1st asst to take over lai choon.

i told lai choon the same thing.

i dont noe to be happy or sad.

happy tat she got promoted?

or sad tat im not the one got promoted?

I REALLY DONT NOE!!

i really really think thru alot.

it really seems like i just got 2 tight slaps on my face.

n really its time for me to wake up.

2 person got promoted just right infront of me?

HOW ABOUT ME?!!

watever it is.

alr at this stage.

i really have to think positively.

at least if i got promoted next i dont need to be his 1st asst.

maybe i got the chance to get out of BP stores.

yes just 2mths i alr sick n tired of BP stores!!

-.-

so my next aim is to get promoted n get out of orchard!!

n i will let him regret not promoting me!!

>.<

well..

thanks laichoon for telling me tat crew are asking her y is effie got promoted n y not me.

at least i noe im still lovable in store.

i still stand fair bit in their hearts.

(:

but..

things had alr happened till this stage.

shld tell the crew tat shld support his decision on promoting who.

support effie.

if not i think the crew wont gain respect frm her.

thanks laichoon telling me tat ppl outside are asking me how i feel when effie got promoted.

n some of them are ppl tat i dont even noe them!

ya at least i noe tat ppl out there somewhere still noes my existence.

thanks to the ppl who care for my feelings.

(:

like wat laichoon replied them.

if she tell them im not sad..

its damn fake lahh.

im still human after all.

got feelings.

i just have to think the positive way n i wont be sad!

(:

yes i really think tat im getting matured aft tat 2 tight slaps.

(:

so jiayou ba suet!

u'll get wat u want in afew mths time!!

=D